Why is everyone leaving?

I have been here since February 2008. Time pass by too fast! It's like that, woke-up from a deep sleep and realise that all the good people around me are leaving. Leaving for good ofcourse. Life is short and those people that used to be so closed and dearly to me are not here with me and i truly missed those moment with them.

Now it's time for one of my good collegue.. so called my boss is leaving next week. -_-
When i look back and think of what i have been through all these years, i know that the most important thing to built a strong and good relationship with everyone around you is TRUST.

It does come to my mind sometimes... thinking and say's... how about me??? How far more can i go?

I suddenly feel so lonely....

I close my eyes and pray...... AMEN!

Its' a wonderful feelings.

Talking with kids and having those reaction towards you really means a lot. Clarisse is almost 3 months old now. We discovered a few things change every week. She now can response to you when you talk to her. Is a wonderfull feeling looking at her smiling with her mouth movements as if she is trying to get a long with the conversation. Tears of joy are in my eyes whenever i see her smilling at me. I love her so much!

Mum tell me a story about my nephew Noel when one day she is having a conversation with him. Bellow is the part that attract my attention.

Mum: Noel, don't be naughty... listen to your mom. God know everything you do so you have to be good.

Noel: God knows everything, why don't he teach me to speak Kayan?

Kids are just so cute and innocent :). My mum just reply to him saying *It's your mom who don't teach you to speak Kayan* and laugh.

I can't wait to see Clairisse talking :). I just love this feeling.

Award!! yay! Eh.. apa kahh...

It's Sunday and it's damn hot --_--

Got tagged :) and here it goes...

The Rules:

1. Put the award on your blog
2. Put the blogger link who give you the award on your blog
3. Give it to another blogger
4. Put the link of bloggers who you give the ward
5. Leave your message/comment on their blog so they know you give them award

My Ans:

1. The person who give me the awards : Pattirmina
2. People i am going to give this award to : Senorita, Daniel, Apple, Alex, Carol, Eunice and Jason.

Enjoy peeps hehehe..

To patty : >> Usi' kui nyemugen response to tagged nih ba.. especially the rules..hehe.. apa2 jak la :D. I assumed that i am not the first 7 person who comment on your post so i only accept that second award. Ok la tu kan.. ^_-- <<

101 Things Change After You Have A Baby.

This is ONE out of 101 things change when you/i have a baby :D.

1. YOUR DOG THAT USED TO BE YOUR BABY NOW IS JUST A DOG!

This is what had happen to Ramses.

Ramses used to be the one who sit beside the driver when we went out to the beach or somewhere...

He used to stay in the house. He even sleep on my bed (he do that when i am busy doing some work in the kitchen or outdoor - bastard! lolz).

He always be the one people will give attention too... like a Hero's or something. Ceewah!!

But now..... he is just a Dog!!

Its raining heavily with a loud thunder storm 5 minutes back (before i wrote this post :p ), and there he is sitting outside... poor Ramses. He is now being banned from coming into the house.

I grab my camera and called his name *Ramses* as i try to shoot his macho good looking picture as i used to do before.... he never look at me and he just give me that looked. (maybe he is taking to himself... *huh... boring* :D)

Sorry Ramses, it's not that we don't love you... but we love Clarisse more that we love you.

Teee heee....

*huggies to Ramses*

well i have not done that for quite sometimes....

We still love you Ramses :D.