One Thoughts!

Responsibility...

2010-05-03T15:28:00.006+08:00

It wasn't easy when i first experience this. But i am getting used to it and i admit it that it doesn't feel good seing them driving off the house gate. This is everyone responsibility. This wasn't what we want either... but life goes on. Just put a smile on my face.. and i am praying everything will be fine.. all fine.

God has his plan... I believed!!

Ahh! I come to remember that i promise to post out some photo's during my trip back to my hometown in my previous post. I'm gonna do that in my next post.

Ufff time flies...

2010-04-28T13:39:00.006+08:00

I honestly say.... i ever think of deleting this page...but there are some crab back there.... yeah i say it again.. **some crab** that is worth to read back which could make me smile.. and say ermm *the good old days*.

I don't know what am i busy with but for sure... there are so much more thing that entertain me more then writting on this empthy box (ha ha) which lead me of leaving or tend to forget of updating this page. After all, there's not many blogger who is interested to read this page... i assume :).

Today, i came back and i have to look back at my small tiny journal... to refer what was my email and password for this page. WTH!! :D.

Till then fellow blogger! I will come back again.. i hope =)

Back Home

2009-09-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

Its good to be back home....

I was off to Long Pillah last for 4 days. Ooohh i just released i missed kampong so much. I took a few picture around as well.. Will be uploaded later.

Tik Tok

2009-08-17T20:56:00.002+08:00

The time is moving fast and this post comes only after 3 months of my previous post is uploaded. I don't know if i should just stop this right now or just continue as it is. After all, i just blog more on what is happening to my life which i think that is not that interesting for the public to know.

Today is not a good day. I am feeling dizzy and i couldn't do much at work either. I end up having a chit chat with my boss on a few things coming in future. I kinda missed my ex-boss :) but well, work has to be done and i am happy to have all the good people around me.

There were time where i feel like quitting my job... :). Hell no! I cannot do that for sure. How i wish i can go to work or just stay at home with Clarisse as i wish... but still. I have to obey the rules and regulation at work and i need to be strong in my responsibility as a working mother :). It is not easy at all and life is suddenly change after you have you new born.

~~ monday blues~~

Why is everyone leaving?

2009-06-19T08:34:00.003+08:00

I have been here since February 2008. Time pass by too fast! It's like that, woke-up from a deep sleep and realise that all the good people around me are leaving. Leaving for good ofcourse. Life is short and those people that used to be so closed and dearly to me are not here with me and i truly missed those moment with them.

Now it's time for one of my good collegue.. so called my boss is leaving next week. -_-
When i look back and think of what i have been through all these years, i know that the most important thing to built a strong and good relationship with everyone around you is TRUST.

It does come to my mind sometimes... thinking and say's... how about me??? How far more can i go?

I suddenly feel so lonely....

I close my eyes and pray...... AMEN!

Its' a wonderful feelings.

2009-05-21T12:56:00.002+08:00

Talking with kids and having those reaction towards you really means a lot. Clarisse is almost 3 months old now. We discovered a few things change every week. She now can response to you when you talk to her. Is a wonderfull feeling looking at her smiling with her mouth movements as if she is trying to get a long with the conversation. Tears of joy are in my eyes whenever i see her smilling at me. I love her so much!

Mum tell me a story about my nephew Noel when one day she is having a conversation with him. Bellow is the part that attract my attention.

Mum: Noel, don't be naughty... listen to your mom. God know everything you do so you have to be good.

Noel: God knows everything, why don't he teach me to speak Kayan?

Kids are just so cute and innocent :). My mum just reply to him saying *It's your mom who don't teach you to speak Kayan* and laugh.

I can't wait to see Clairisse talking :). I just love this feeling.

Award!! yay! Eh.. apa kahh...

2009-04-19T14:57:00.007+08:00

It's Sunday and it's damn hot --_--

Got tagged :) and here it goes...

The Rules:

1. Put the award on your blog
2. Put the blogger link who give you the award on your blog
3. Give it to another blogger
4. Put the link of bloggers who you give the ward
5. Leave your message/comment on their blog so they know you give them award

My Ans:

1. The person who give me the awards : Pattirmina
2. People i am going to give this award to : Senorita, Daniel, Apple, Alex, Carol, Eunice and Jason.

Enjoy peeps hehehe..

To patty : >> Usi' kui nyemugen response to tagged nih ba.. especially the rules..hehe.. apa2 jak la :D. I assumed that i am not the first 7 person who comment on your post so i only accept that second award. Ok la tu kan.. ^_-- <<

101 Things Change After You Have A Baby.

2009-04-12T15:05:00.003+08:00

This is ONE out of 101 things change when you/i have a baby :D.

1. YOUR DOG THAT USED TO BE YOUR BABY NOW IS JUST A DOG!

This is what had happen to Ramses.

Ramses used to be the one who sit beside the driver when we went out to the beach or somewhere...

He used to stay in the house. He even sleep on my bed (he do that when i am busy doing some work in the kitchen or outdoor - bastard! lolz).

He always be the one people will give attention too... like a Hero's or something. Ceewah!!

But now..... he is just a Dog!!

Its raining heavily with a loud thunder storm 5 minutes back (before i wrote this post :p ), and there he is sitting outside... poor Ramses. He is now being banned from coming into the house.

I grab my camera and called his name *Ramses* as i try to shoot his macho good looking picture as i used to do before.... he never look at me and he just give me that looked. (maybe he is taking to himself... *huh... boring* :D)

Sorry Ramses, it's not that we don't love you... but we love Clarisse more that we love you.

Teee heee....

*huggies to Ramses*

well i have not done that for quite sometimes....

We still love you Ramses :D.

This little fellow is GONE!!

2009-04-11T23:34:00.003+08:00

In memory of one little dogie i used to have.

Brother was here last Monday and he inform me that Vee is Dead --_--. Mom leave it alone, nobody fed and that cause it starving to death.
Poor little dogie, cute and chubby. *sob sob* i was crying.. i am serious. I do cry really. You don't believed me?? nvm!!

The picture up there is just to remind back the memory of having it in the house before i send them back home to mom. I was actually wanted to keep it with me but a friend promise to give me one so i let it go. But now i end up getting NOTHING.

--_--

so sad...

Its getting too hot around here.

2009-04-10T14:03:00.002+08:00

Miri is getting too hot these day. What cause to this?? Global warming? LOLZ. People never care of this issue but when it come to what we are experiencing now, then we tent to complain a lot.

I still remember the Earth Hour the other day.. damn $#!%, Miri citizen never care to turn their light off. (including me... :p) Well, forget about that. :D

I am staying at home for almost one and a half month now. Seriously, its too hot. I couldn't stand it. Pitty my little girl. She is having fever a few days back after her one month injection. By the way she is getting better today. Its does hurt me as well when i look at that little cute face.. i wish i am the one who sick.. not her. -__-
I learn a few thing due to this as well. I am alone with her this month so i have to do everything on my own everyday until hubby is back from work. Good things that he can cook then i can consentrate on my little girl. Owh.. i guess i wrote too much on this.... i know i am out of my titlle up there. :)

Ohh... if you ask me which one do i prefer.. Hot Sunny Day or Cold Rainy Day?? I would choose Cold Rainy Day.

God i miss the rain!!

Off Work.

2009-03-15T10:20:00.002+08:00

Peeps!! i am off work fro two months starting from March 5th 2009 for my new born baby girl Clarisse Carrie :). Back to work early May ^_^

New Site!!

2009-02-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

I have been wanting to move to a new site for ages. I don't have the time to do so until now and this is actually due to *kemalasan yang teramat sangat* too. :D

Is it that difficult???

2009-02-16T11:56:00.001+08:00

I am just wondering why are some people just can't discipline themselves. Back to that question. Is it that difficult?? Why is it so hard for you to do so when you expect people to do what ever you want as you please.

Well people, you have to Grow Up and get some balls!! Sorry my language!

I am a human being so i have feelings! What happen does upset me very much!

I am crying inside and you people out there, stop judging me. I know what i am doing and i have been keeping everything to myself. I don't know how long can i stand to this.. i just hope God will make a way for me.

I need a Good Job!! I want a Better Pay!!

2009-02-04T21:08:00.004+08:00

Ooo Lord i need lots lots of money!!

1. To pay my monthly bills - the monthly bills is growing every month. End of the month is the best moment of the month for almost everyone. But me???? Hell NO!! End of the month will always remind me how poor i am when i have to transfer my money to pay this and that. Yes that's how life suppose to be. wtf!

2. To pay that black Savvy which is almost 2 and a half year old! - That black savvy need a lot of treatment lolz. Changing tire and there is something that we need to do with it since we are having problem with a few things. That will cost us a thousand plus where we can get the same service for only a few hundred for other Proton Car. Crapp crapp crapp!! I really need money. I wish i will win the loteri this month and once this is sattle i can absolutely say *phieww* (but i dont play loteri at all)

3. For the coming little gurl / guy (just in case it happen to be a guy tho the doctor has confirm its going to be a girl) - I got to give a happy face for this reason :) :D. Yes, of course i am hoping for the best for the little one. I will give whatever i have... for sure..

4. To buy a few piece of cloths - Shopping?? Oooh yeah! I have not done that for quite sometimes. You dont believed me? I am telling you the true.. I hate to tell lie... this is the truth above the truth. In addition to that, because i add in a lots of weight... and i do really need a new cloths :D. Now who to blame?? My coleague say's *got to blame the daddy and the little one* teee heeeeee i am kind of agree at her. hehe....

5. To pay my study loan - OMG i almost forget to add this on the list. :s *scretch head* This one is of course supper important for me to take care off.

6. To buy my personal labtop - Ahh yes i need a labtop... for what?? I dont know but i just love to have my own property. :p *what a stupid reason*

7. To buy a new mobile phone - I want to have a new mobile phone since i have been using this SONY Z550i for almost 3 years now. I need a 3g phone with a good functioning camera and a wifi services, mp3 player and with a huge memory card of course. Oh well what is the best latest model in town now? I prefer Nokia and Sony.... :D

8. To bla bla bla..... - well human being will never be satisfied of what they have. That's just the evil part of me speaking when i start to imagine of having this and that to fulfill my wish. But life is not that easy.

Tired!!

2009-02-02T13:19:00.002+08:00

Feeling exhausted! I have to run to the clinic for my blood check-up again this month. What pisssss me of is that, i have to repeat it all over again :( .

The appointment is like 7:30am, 12:00pm, 4:30pm and 9:30pm. *mana tak letih....*

Next Wednesday will be another appointment.

Urghh.. i just can't wait for the little guy/girl to arrived :D

Word of The Day!

2009-01-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

Avoid pills to released tense :)

Ornate Horned Frog.

2009-01-17T22:00:00.004+08:00

We discover something new about one species of frog a few days back. We were doing some cleaning outside the house, arranging all the flowers and such... I was trying to empty one of the vase since the flower is already dead. I found out something strange moving and its seems responding to the stick i hold in my hand. I can't barely see what it is because it was all covered with dirt and its all wet.

I told my hubby to look at it. It happen to be an ugly weird frog and i never seen something like that before. It's live underneath the vase and i am wondering that how the hell did it's go and bury itself.

We told Wenn when we were having a conversation with her on cam 2 days after that and she make a research on it on the internet. The picture below has a few things similar to what we saw but it is not exactly the same.

Ornate Horned Frog

Hiding Places

(In the wild, ornates bury themselves in the leaf litter; in captivity, we have to provide them with something they can hide under. You will also find that they will manage to half bury themselves under the clumps of moss and sprigs of artificial plants when they are out of the water. Place live or artificial plants so that they overhang the water saucer; this will increase the frog's sense of security and reduce stress.)

That's Suck!

2009-01-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

It's kind of hard to express the feelings. What is sucks?? Well ya, let me start with a question.

1. Woman, what are u going to do if you found out your husband are having affairs behind your back?? At the same time, he is doing that in front of his brother (you brother in law) and his friends all knows about it.

2. Young woman, what is in your mind??? Hanging out with somebody's husband and acting like........ yuuukkkksss i hate to say this but.. shame on you!!

Dear woman out there, it ain't easy if this happen to us. We will only realise it is hard to accept that especially if you do really give all you have for the one that mean to be you love live. I cannot say anything on how would you see that he has change.. but if your husband start to act like you are not important to him... like your interest or request is no more important to him.. then, that's one of the sign that he has already lost his attention towards you. It happen due to various of reason and one of it is because he has someone else out there that attract his attention more then you do.

So women!! Beware!

Office Affairs!!

2009-01-14T12:32:00.003+08:00

Office affairs happen in almost every organisation all over the world. Why? What tempted them to do so? This happen to both category of people which is single and even merriage. Most of the organisation in this country don't encourage the staff to involved in this kind of relationship but it's still happen.

Some goes worse till end up with getting divorce with their husband/wife (for those who merriage). What should the company do with this? Nuthing?

News will always spread very fast when the people heard of any gossip happen around them in the office. Especially when the realationship become to the action where the partners express their intimate in the workplace such as their own office room, washroom, staircase, outside of the office building and etc etc. without knowing or purposely ingoring with knowing that they are being watch and judge. This looks bad/ugly/yukkkss ofcourse for the person especially if they are merriage.

But for sure nuthing can be done. That is human nature....

2008 Staff Annual Dinner

2008-12-22T13:03:00.005+08:00

Its already December now. We are having our Annual Dinner again. :).

Date : 11th December 2008

Venue : Marina Bay

Time : 5:00pm till 10:00pm

Dressing : White Top with Blue Jeans :)

The Marina Bay Restorant at 6:30pm.

On the way to Marina Bay. Urgghh.. i hate those pimples :s

While waiting for some friends.

In the hall.. after having a plate of food. The food is good i guess :).

With senz, she left for KL for her new job the next day. Bon Voyage girlz... all the best for your new career!! Am gonna miss you :).. *sob sob*

OMG!! I am so so soooo urrmm.. lolz *gemuk* :p

Ni semua org bujang sebelah aku nih.. hehehe

The Aussie gone crazy :D

Went home earlier just after they finish the lucky draw :). I went home empty this year.. so unlucky. This is the first time i got nuthing. Tak pe lah... :).

I Miss Vie & Bie :)

2008-12-21T18:28:00.012+08:00

A friend come over to the house yesterday. He brought a pair of cute puppies along. OMG its so cute. He ask me if i want to take care of one of them. Oh yes! Of course. Hehe... even thought i have promise to sister that i am going to take one of their puppy. :)

This morning this friends called, asking again if i really want the puppy. Eerrmm coz, he is going to give it to his uncle if i don't want it. Wait! I thought i have already told him i want that puppy. Duuhhh.. its okay then, i will take the one that i promise to sist. instead.

Here there are the puppies that sist wanted to give out to mom actually but i am interested to take one to be Ramses wife... (konon). Hehehehe...

*sangatlah comot dan kotor... kasian...*

This lucky bastard attract my attention. So i told sist if i can bring its home for one week. :p Sist says ok but she remind me that i must return its as i promise. Ok lah.. ok lah.. hihi...

Brought its home and clean it up. Urmm.. :). Everyone Love's Vie (we give its a named called Vivian) :D

Look at that.... Vie is so small.

Playing around at the living room, Vie does entertain us pretty much.. as Ramses become an old lazy dog now... haha

Kisses to the camera... Look into the eyes... i wonder what is on Vie mind.

Messing around with the slipers... *lalu sik jumpa sebelah selepar aku* huh...

Now sleep... after tired running here and there.

OMG its so cute... errmm...

durrrr....

Lucky you puppy, your sist must be missing you now.

Awwww...

mwaaahhh mwaaahh... i love Vie... :)

Cam whore.... lolz

Its already one week that Vie have been staying with us. Its time for me to return its back.... Oh i'm gonna miss Vie.. not only me... everyone in the house dont feel line sending its back to Sist. So i called sist telling that, maybe i will take another one for one week and will send them both together :p.

Sist agreed. Yayyy!!

A confuse little doggy...

Here there are... bully time :D

We named this one Bie (Full name : Bibie). hehe... Its try to play around with that ugly thing... urgghh...

We only manage to take a snap of Vie little ugly butt... lolz

Aww... look at that..

Its look really fatt but it actually not.

Notice something new there?? :)

I have send them back to sist as i promise. --_--

Now i miss them.. the latest news i heard from sist is, they start to have that *kutu* again on them... urrgghh.... i have done so much... they were so clean when i send them back to sist.

Huh.. !! *-*

Christmas is Coming!!

2008-12-20T13:50:00.003+08:00

Its saturday.... a few weeks back, i often went of to sist. place in saturday.. but today, i just feel like staying home and do necessary cleaning especially the kitchen. I hate it when to kitchen get so messy. Almost half a day... spend my time arranging and cleaning whatever is needed. Phiewww....

Again, this year am not going to be able to go back for Christmas and we are not going to do Open House either. My parents are plaining to come over and visit us so do my sister from Bintulu.

If i can carry all those furniture in the living room today, it should have been arrange nicely now. But, i just can't because its too heavy for me to handle. :).

Ermm.. well this sound boring i know.... its just the way it is. I dont know what am i going to do up to the Christmas day. Perhaps visiting so some friends houses :).

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all!!

Have a nice one.

Why?

2008-12-04T10:26:00.003+08:00

Why do have to diet??

Because i just came back from the dentist!

I went up for the check-up again last Monday and its take so long to do the complete round and i really hate this. Pffttt what to do. Then i have an appointment on Wednesday to see the dentist. They did something and i was told not to chew anything on that particular teeth for one day. What the heck!! So i have to prevent myself from taking any food espeacially meat :).

Because i have gain a few kg's and its start to worried me for sure!

Gaining a few kg's in 6 months ofcourse does worry me. I went out shopping with my sist last weekend.. and she was just so supprise looking at me :D. Meeehh dont laugh at me... and the comments to me was *i am so surprise that u can gain that much kg's as u are the most slim among us since then* :) Well what can i say... lolz

Because being fat can cause high blood preasure!!

High Blood Preasure???? OMG.. i was so worry when i heard that from my sister and i need to really need to go for checkup to make sure that i dont have all of those difficulties.

So what did i do now??

I went to work and *tapau* some food from the Canteen. I usually take Fried Rice in morning and ONLY take half of what i *tapau* and keep the other half for my lunch. :) Other than that, i just take water to complete the diet.

Balancing diet?? I was doin that for the last few months and i end up adding a few kg's that i thing is not necessary. :D

I Might Move to Wordpress.

2008-11-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

I have make an observation a few time to wordpress and i have decided to make a move there once i have enough time to do everything.

Will update everyone on that too.

Happy Birthday!!

2008-11-13T20:47:00.002+08:00

13 November 2008

Happy Birthday Dear..... I don't wish you early in the morning but i bought you a delicious Cheese Cake. :)

Right Here!

2008-11-06T21:30:00.001+08:00

"Right Here (Departed)"

[Intro]
When you feel your hearts guarded,
And you see the breaks starting,
When the clouds are far departed,
U'll be right here with me,

[Darkchild & Brandy]
B rock...
Darkchild..
We back..
U'll be right here with me

[Bridge]
You'll be right here with me
oh, oh [x16]
You'll be right here with me

[Verse 1]
When your life is going to fast,
off the train tracks
I can slow it down, oh
just when you think your bout to turn back
'Stead you might crash
I'll be your ground, oh

[Chorus]
Oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
And you see the brakes started,
And when the clouds above Departed,
You'll be right here with me,
And when your tears are dry from cryin,
And when the worlds turned silent,
So when the clouds above Departed,
You will be right here with me,
Oh oh [Repeat x10]

I will be right here with you
you'll be right here with me
[Repeat]

[Verse 2]
When your trapped and there's just no key,
And you can't breathe,
I breathe for you,
The fire's got you down on both knees,
And the walls are closing in but I will,
Break it through,
And when you feel alone,
I'm a be at home,
Whenevers comes and go,
You know I got you,

[Chorus]
Oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
And when you see the brakes started,
And when the clouds above Departed,
You'll be right here with me,
(You'll see the sun)
And when your tears are dry from crying, crying,
And when the worlds turned silent...silent,
So when the clouds above Departed,
You will be right here with me,

[Bridge]

I will be here right beside you,
Every step you take (yea),
I will be your strength your shelter,
Shield you from the rain,
[Repeat]

[Chorus]
(oh when you feel),
oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
and when you see the brakes started,
and when the clouds above Departed,
you'll be right here with me (right here),
and when your tears are dry from crying,
and when the worlds turned silent,
so when the clouds above Departed,
you will be right here with me,

I will be right here with you,
You'll be right here with me,

Thirty-two things that change when you have a baby

2008-11-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

What changes when you have a baby? A better question may be: What doesn't change?

1. You finally stop to smell the roses, because your baby is in your arms.

2. Where you once believed you were fearless, you now find yourself afraid.

3. The sacrifices you thought you made to have a child no longer seem like sacrifices.

4. You respect your body ... finally.

5. You respect your parents and love them in a new way.

6. You find that your baby's pain feels much worse than your own.

7. You believe once again in the things you believed in as a child.

8. You lose touch with the people in your life whom you should have banished years ago.

9. Your heart breaks much more easily.

10. You think of someone else 234,836,178,976 times a day.

11. Every day is a surprise.

12. Bodily functions are no longer repulsive. In fact, they please you. (Hooray for poop!)

13. You look at your baby in the mirror instead of yourself.

14. You become a morning person.

15. Your love becomes limitless, a superhuman power.

16. You discover how much there is to say about one tooth.

17. You finally realize that true joy doesn't come from material wealth.

18. You now know where the sun comes from.

19. You'd rather buy a plastic tricycle than those shoes that you've been dying to have.

20. You realize that although sticky, lollipops have magical powers.

21. You don't mind going to bed at 9 p.m. on Friday night.

22. Silence? What's that?

23. You realize that the 15 pounds you can't seem to get rid of are totally worth having.

24. You discover an inner strength you never thought you had.

25. You no longer rely on a clock — your baby now sets your schedule.

26. You give parents with a screaming child an 'I-know-the-feeling' look instead of a 'Can't-they-shut-him-up?' one.

27. Your dog — who used to be your 'baby' — becomes just a dog.

28. You take the time for one more hug and kiss even if it means you'll be late.

29. You learn that taking a shower is a luxury.

30. You realize that you can love a complete stranger.

31. You find yourself wanting to make this world a better place.

32. If you didn’t believe in love at first sight before, now you do!

--__--

What I wish I'd known about preparing for life with a newborn

2008-11-06T09:38:00.001+08:00

BabyCenter moms talk about what they would advise their pregnant friends to get out of the way before the baby's arrival:

"I wish I'd bought at least four nursing bras. I only got a few, and ended up hand-washing them all the time."

"I wish I had cleaned and organized my house before the baby was born. That way, when I came home I wouldn't have been stressed about cleaning and I would have known where all the important things were."

"I wish I'd given my husband a list of all the things I do in an average day and asked him to pick at least three chores he could take over. That way he would have been on track once the baby arrived, and I wouldn't have gotten so angry because he wasn't pitching in."

"I wish I had put together a file folder with the names of restaurants that deliver, and kept that and plenty of cash next the phone -- to make things super convenient in the beginning when you're crazy with figuring out feedings and diaper changes and such."

"I wish my husband had played more of a role in selecting things for the registry. He wasn't interested in gear during my pregnancy, but now he doesn't like the stroller I picked."

"I wish I hadn't bought so much newborn-size clothing. My son was almost too big for it when he was born!"

"A friend highly recommended having the changing table ready and stocked. I listened, and I can't imagine what life would have been like in the first weeks without it!"

"It would have been a big help to have all my older daughter's clothes organized according to season and size, so they'd be easy to find when our new daughter grows into them."

"I wish I'd set up some playdates for our 4-year-old daughter for the days following the birth of our new baby."

"I wish I'd investigated groups and activities that my baby and I could have participated in during my maternity leave."

"I streamlined my life during pregnancy by setting up online bill pay, canceling my magazine subscriptions (what new mom has time to read them?), and buying TiVo."

"I wish I'd completed more things on my to-do list, like getting an eye exam or taking the car into the shop to be fixed, that are really difficult to do with a baby in tow."

"I should have learned to use the breast pump before the baby was born."

"I recommend reading more books on the baby's first year, especially the parts on sleeping and nursing."

"I wish I'd thought more about how I was going to mother my new son. I was so busy buying baby clothes and decorating the nursery that I never thought about how I was going to raise him."

My Favourite Pictures! :)

2008-10-27T10:30:00.003+08:00

This two picture are my favourite picture!

Picture One - Taken at the Manukan Island.

Picture Two - Taken at the Bumb Beach while waiting for our boad to depart to the Manukan Island

I Love You :)

The Wonderfull God Creation!

2008-10-27T09:55:00.003+08:00

Monday - 27 October 2008. I got the monday blues. Its raining out there, i was suppose to update my KPI for end of this years... but a few phone calls distract me from doing so. I end up updating my blog insteed. Sorry boss... :).

I view back a few pictures in my tumb drive..and i come across this picture taken during our trip to KK, Sabah a few months back.

The Kinabalu Mountain

This was on our way up to the Hot Spring. Its about 10am to 11am. Thats how its look like.

The Kinabalu Mountain

On our way down the park. Its about 5pm this time.

And this picture below are taken at Kundasang. Its beautifull indeed.

This last two picture is taken at my back yard :D. Its preety good huh...

The beautiful nature God Creation... We should learn to appreciate it.

Change your attitude!

2008-10-21T15:17:00.004+08:00

When you want people to do something for you.. screen yourself personal attitude before you want them to do so. When you expect people to change, ask yourself.. have you change? If you want people to be good.. ask yourself.. have u ever been good enough for them?

Advise!
Do not demand to much as u are hurting the people around you and yourself for sure.

Wake up and get life!

My lips are zip... but my heart always say something.

2008-10-11T02:35:00.005+08:00

It's 2.37am Saturday morning. I was suppose to sleep a few hours back but i couldn't close my eyes. Came back from work a lil bit late today due to some extra work that need to be done. I make 30 to 40 call out today. Again there will be another Workshop organized by Shell.

I don't know what to say but deep in my heart i am sad. Feeling lonely... i hope my family is around. God why do i have to be here all alone? The time where i need someone to stay closed to me. What should i do... maybe its good to keep my mouth shut and swallow everything even though its hurts me for sure.

***** what i wrote above was on Saturday Night.********

Monday's has come... its 9.59pm now. I am tired and exhausted but i don't feel like i wanna sleep yet. Something bothered me on my mind. I feel Sad and Lonely but no one is here to talk to me. I wish mum is here........ After all the thing that i have been through.. the will always times that i need mum here. When i need something.. mum is there to listed to me. When i am sick.. mum is there to take care and when i feel bad.. mum is always there to comfort me.

But now i am all alone. I wish i just can disappear for good or just when to sleep till everything is completely gone. This is life.... live life to the fullest as if there is no tomorrow and once you make you decision.. you are going to live with it for the rest of your life.

I am not feeling so well..... and nobody is here... God help me.. Why do i have to be so sensitive! Grow up Kate!! Be Strong!!

~~~~>> the positive thoughts is always there....

A lil talk to him.

2008-10-10T21:02:00.003+08:00

Dear God...

I know i have not done this for quite a while. Having a conversation with U seems not to be my big priority as i always did long time ago.

But at this moment of time.. i really like to thank you for being there and always keep my mind to get myself back step to the real world. There are to many dreams in mind that i feels like i have been failed to achieved... God.. i forgot that i have a big give that God give to me..the most precious gift that will never ever fades away.

Keep me strong dear Lord. Amen!

DEAR GOD

2008-10-08T11:52:00.002+08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line. Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find. While I recall all the words you spoke to me. Can't help but wish that I was there. Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around. when I'm much too far away. We all need that person who can be true to you. But I left her when I found her. And now I wish I'd stayed'. Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired. I'm missing you again oh no. Once again.

There's nothing here for me on this barren road. There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed. Can't help but think of the times I've had with you. Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah.

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away. We all need that person who can be true to you. I left her when I found her. And now I wish I'd stayed'. Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired. I'm missing you again oh no.. Once again.

Some search, never finding a wayBefore long, they waste away. I found you, something told me to stay. I gave in, to selfish ways. And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade...A lonely road, crossed another cold state line. Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find.

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away. We all need the person who can be true to you. I left her when I found her. And now I wish I'd stayed' Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no... Once again

At the back yard with Ramses!

2008-10-04T09:13:00.003+08:00

Coming back from work.. he will be the first you see standing in front of the gate. How can i resist. I just love him so much :D

He really like it when i do this to him. I know its messy back there... well that is what will happen when there is more man living in the house and i am the only women.

He is so happy when everyone is back from work. Hi5 Ramses.

That excited look of him.

Look at the camera man ramses :)

He is cute even though he is getting old.

They he go.... he always play like this but he never hurt you :)

The Butterfly Awards!!

2008-10-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

I am super lazy to update my blog recently. Once or twice a month. Duuuhh..... But i still got this award!! Thanks a lot to Renise :). Your blog is so much much better then mine. I think this is just my luck.. Well the Logo here is cool girl. So thanks again... lol

I accepted this award so the next thing i have to do is;

.... those who decided to accept this award, they will follow the below steps:

1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.
3. Nominate 10 other blogs.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

there are 10 bloggers here that i think their blogs are nice and cool.

There they are :)

1. Patt
2 Janet
3. Marelyn
4. Lunai
5. Senn
6. Carol
7. Eunice
8. Apple
9. Celine

urm... i dont know who else should i awarded it to here. I am kind of think that this butterfly award is suitable for girls blogger.. Whatever.. i just put another blogger here.. (my cuzz :) ) teee heeee.

10. Nick

So congratulation ppl.... i hope you like it!

~~> > Kate <<~~

Career Open Day 2008 (Curtin Sarawak)

2008-09-19T21:15:00.010+08:00

The Career Open Day in Curtin Swk was held on the 17th - 18th of September 2008.

I join this organisation on April 13th 2004. I was in the LAN Department for the first time i step into Curtin :) as a Temporary staff. It was tough where this is my first job after graduating and i have to start everything from 0%. Then move to Registrar Office on September 2004 as a full time staff. Yay me!! :). Being there for almost 3 years, i was being rotate to a few section in the Department. I am tired of all the rotation but i earn a lot of benefits through this for sure.

Vacancy was advertised internally a few months back of one position in the University Life Office. I was advise to apply by a few person and having to have support from a person that i trust most :). Then i am here since March 2008. Everthing i do and all project or whatever events held by the Uni. Life office is my first time experience. There is a lot to learn... yeahh.. plenty of new things to learn. All in all, i enjoy being in this department the most. Dealing more to Career and Counselling helping my boss.

This Career Open Day is my first time experience, therefore i can figure out what should and to approved for the next year. Ofcourse there is always something lack somewhere... but i hope and trust i will improved that in the future.

Picture below was taken on the first day of the events.

Early morning. A few students are there at Ajang Shipping booth.

The entrance pilar!

The booth started to be full around 11am where the students finish classes.

This is how the booth look like when its empty :)

Curtin booth. Yuk... i look ugly i know that.. lol.

Again Ugly --_--

Shell booth get more crowd for sure!

Other then that Sea Link is doing pretty well too.

AmAssurance and WCT Engineering

The big crowd at the middle is actually more to Petronas booth.

Me! Damn tired!

Other than running around trying to make everything run smoothly, I spend my time more at the booth area. Its so tiring. Handling the employers request, student request and the caterer arrangement. Having only me running around, i am so tired by the end of the day. I do not manage to take photo's of the secondary school students who come over to visit the campus.

We are working together with the school (Engineering & Commerce including the Foundation and Learning Centre) in organising some activities for the students.

Day 2 of the career open day, we have less crowd. There is no picture taken.

Friday nite... me at home.

2008-09-12T23:01:00.005+08:00

It's been a tiring week for me since the past 2 weeks back. Curtin Career Open Day 2008 is here soon. Well i am not here to tell a story about that.

I have got 2 tag... sorry peeps.. lol i owe you guys this.. okay here you go.

Tagged by Carol :)

1. The person who last tag you is:

I cant remember

2. Your relationship with him/her is:

3. Your five ten impression of him/her:
Guess this is Not Applicable to

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
NA

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
NA

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
NA

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
NA

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
NA

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
NA (kinda bored ha... lol)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
oooohh gooshh

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
whateverrr

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
well depends... but i am happy being who i am. I Don't give a DAMN on what ppl thing

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
Keep that for myself...

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
I always say's Let It Be...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
I don't know....

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I like you guys more than you do? haha.. what the heck. Anyway.. xxxooo

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
Im tagging:
1.Senz
2.Lovelyblues
3.Daniel
4.Eunice
5.Janet
6.Patt
7.Lunai
8.Cibol
9.3.8
10.Apple

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
No Idea la..

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Male

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
They don't know each other.. so.. what can i say?

21. What is no.2 studying about?
She is working

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Never meet him.. he is just a blogging friends.. once in a while say hi :)

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
No idea

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yea... 2

26. Will you woo no.3?
Woo lol

27. How about no.7?
Woo Lunai..

28. Is no.4 single?
I dont know

29. What is the surname of no.5?
errrr... Daniel :p.. sure now.. *giggles
30. What’s the hobby of no.4?
too bad i don't really know

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Again.. they dont know each other

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Working

33. Talk something casually about no.1:
Oooo well, my one sexy n pretty friends.... great sense of humor and she is just like my sister.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Hell NO.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
He is a Malaysian student study abroad

36. What colour does no.4 like?
Awww again i dont know

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
Nahhh...

There’s No 38 and 39
wtf!

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Not sure.. i guess so

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
oooh yea.. she is sexy.. and we are blood :p

42. What is no. 10 doing now?
Working.. other than that she's a professional blogger.. (me myself label her that) because she dont blog crap like me.. haha..

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phiewwww... lol

My 1 Week Off Work!

2008-08-27T19:31:00.006+08:00

This was suppose to be here 1 month ago. Tee heee :D Due to unavoidable circumstances *sibuk & kemalasan yang teramat sangat* excuse me.. hehe... i am not able to update here.

I took 1 week leave and we went off to Lawas for a few days. On our second day, we went for a trip to KK, Sabah. Have a quick runs on a few new shopping complex. Its pretty tiring.... because we are on day trip.

The Waterfront during day time

The new shopping complex - One Borneo

We drop by to this restourant for Lunch

On the third day of vacation, we went to the river!! Well this is the best part on my vacation. I enjoy the river and i enjoy swimming so much.

This is the most tiring journey i have had on any vacation i have gone too... phiiiieewww... We drive most of the time.

Went back to Miri.... and i had to take another leave to relax at home :)

I'll Taste Every Moment, And Live it Out Loud!!

2008-08-19T21:54:00.004+08:00

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

Women!! It doesn't feel good at all.

2008-08-12T20:48:00.002+08:00

I am having my favorite dish tonight which is my home cooked *bubur ikan bilis* :p. People are having BBQ out there.. but i just hate the smell of the smoke or whatever it is. I use to love that.. but hell!! Not now pls... :).

I will say for those who have not experienced it... Women! It Does Not Feel Cool At All!! LOL. Shame on me!!

I just pray that i will go through everything as soon as possible. I thanks God for everything. Good bless my family!

Amen!

Dear Readers!!

2008-08-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

Dear Readers,

Its has been hard for me this few weeks to stay updating my blog. I feel tired, terribly exhausted, sick and bla bla.... I believed i disappointed most of my readers especially those who visit this page regularly.

Am so sorry... and i will try to stay in touch. :)

Good Day everyone!!

xx

Cought Him On My Bed!

2008-07-18T12:46:00.003+08:00

Ramses why did you do this to me?. You damn bloody doggie... :p hehehe

We was watching tv's at the living room.. i realise that there is someone/something missing... yea.. its Ramses!

Search for him all over till the back yard, in the house and everywhere.. urghh he is not there! Went to my bed room. Holy Shit!! he is there on my bed sleeping like a king.. husssshhh doggie go away! He dont make any movement at all. Just look at me and blink his eyes.. as if the bed is belong to him!

He always did that too me.. I've been telling him so many time not to go on my bed. But he still did. This often happen when i change my bed sheet. He will be the first errr.. person/thing (haha ;p) to go and sleep.

Phiiiewwwww....

Outing

2008-07-13T12:25:00.005+08:00

Its Friday! Tomorrow will be holiday... Feel so dizzy since yesterday. Guess this is the effect of our outing last Wednesday night. Feel tired and am having flue. I hate flue.. so much. I make a jug of Green Tea, and drink a cup of packet soup. Feel so cold so i guess i need them to get me warm.

Its been quite a while when we do not really go out. But we did this week. Here are some of the picture.

Do you think that she is drunk?? No she don't. :)

I kiss a girl! I like it! Don't get it wrong..

Phia, Senn & Kate

My New Side Bar - JOB OPENING

2008-07-13T12:10:00.002+08:00

I was thinking it might be usefull to add the link of job vacancies available around Malaysia for the readers to view. The link are all from Curtin website where we deal with any companies who interested to advertise their job vacancies through us.

The list of Job Opening available will be updated accordingly if there is upcoming job opening in the future. This is good for the fresh graduate or unemployed graduate who are looking for job.

Congratulation to all Curtin Graduate 2008 Semester 1 and all the best in hunting for job.

How I wish

2008-07-08T21:41:00.013+08:00

I can visit the New 7 Wonders in the World. Enjoy life as if there is no tomorrow. I wish everyday is my Vacation. I wish i can travel all around the world. I wish to see everything around the world before i stop breathing. :)

The Great Wall of China (220 B.C and 1368 - 1644 A.D.) China

CHINA

The Great Wall of China was built to link existing fortifications into a united defense system and better keep invading Mongol tribes out of China. It is the largest man-made monument ever to have been built and it is disputed that it is the only one visible from space. Many thousands of people must have given their lives to build this colossal construction.

Christ Redeemer (1931) Rio de Janeiro, Brazil

BRAZIL

This statue of Jesus stands some 38 meters tall, atop the Corcovado mountain overlooking Rio de Janeiro. Designed by Brazilian Heitor da Silva Costa and created by French sculptor Paul Landowski, it is one of the world’s best-known monuments. The statue took five years to construct and was inaugurated on October 12, 1931. It has become a symbol of the city and of the warmth of the Brazilian people, who receive visitors with open arms.

The Pyramid at Chichén Itzá (before 800 A.D.) Yucatan Peninsula, Mexico

MEXICO

Chichén Itzá, the most famous Mayan temple city, served as the political and economic center of the Mayan civilization. Its various structures - the pyramid of Kukulkan, the Temple of Chac Mool, the Hall of the Thousand Pillars, and the Playing Field of the Prisoners – can still be seen today and are demonstrative of an extraordinary commitment to architectural space and composition. The pyramid itself was the last, and arguably the greatest, of all Mayan temples.

Machu Picchu (1460-1470), Peru

PERU

In the 15th century, the Incan Emperor Pachacútec built a city in the clouds on the mountain known as Machu Picchu ("old mountain"). This extraordinary settlement lies halfway up the Andes Plateau, deep in the Amazon jungle and above the Urubamba River. It was probably abandoned by the Incas because of a smallpox outbreak and, after the Spanish defeated the Incan Empire, the city remained 'lost' for over three centuries. It was rediscovered by Hiram Bingham in 1911.

The Roman Colosseum (70 - 82 A.D.) Rome, Italy

ITALY

This great amphitheater in the centre of Rome was built to give favors to successful legionnaires and to celebrate the glory of the Roman Empire. Its design concept still stands to this very day, and virtually every modern sports stadium some 2,000 years later still bears the irresistible imprint of the Colosseum's original design. Today, through films and history books, we are even more aware of the cruel fights and games that took place in this arena, all for the joy of the spectators.

The Taj Mahal (1630 A.D.) Agra, India

INDIA

This immense mausoleum was built on the orders of Shah Jahan, the fifth Muslim Mogul emperor, to honor the memory of his beloved late wife. Built out of white marble and standing in formally laid-out walled gardens, the Taj Mahal is regarded as the most perfect jewel of Muslim art in India. The emperor was consequently jailed and, it is said, could then only see the Taj Mahal out of his small cell window.

Petra (9 B.C. - 40 A.D.), Jordan

JORDAN

On the edge of the Arabian Desert, Petra was the glittering capital of the Nabataean empire of King Aretas IV (9 B.C. to 40 A.D.). Masters of water technology, the Nabataeans provided their city with great tunnel constructions and water chambers. A theater, modelled on Greek-Roman prototypes, had space for an audience of 4,000. Today, the Palace Tombs of Petra, with the 42-meter-high Hellenistic temple facade on the El-Deir Monastery, are impressive examples of Middle Eastern culture.

That's the New 7 Wonders World! I would love to visit these places too!!

Alhambra (12th century) Granada, Spain

Angkor (12th century) Cambodia

Kiyomizu Temple (749 - 1855) Kyoto, Japan

Neuschwanstein Castle (1869 -1884) Schwangau, Germany

Statues of Easter Island (10th - 16th Century) Easter Island, Chile

Stonehenge (3000 B.C. - 1600 B.C.) Amesbury, United Kingdom

Sydney Opera House (1954 - 73) Sydney, Australia

The Acropolis of Athens (450 - 330 B.C.) Athens, Greece

The Eiffel Tower (1887 - 89) Paris, France

The Hagia Sophia (532 - 537 A.D.) Istanbul, Turkey

Timbuktu (12th century) Mali

The Kremlin and Red Square (1156 - 1850) Moscow, Russia

(picture will be uploaded later)

The Pyramids of Giza (2600 - 2500 B.C), Egypt

The Statue of Liberty (1886) New York City, U.S.A.

Kate's at Work!

2008-07-08T20:51:00.004+08:00

Curtin Staff service development program - 1st batch was on last 2 weeks. Here is some of the picture! Venue : KRP (Kelab Rekreasi Petronas)

1st group in line.

Second day of the program.. waiting for our speaker to arrived.

Course in Progress

Now Lunch time.

Relaxing after the lunch

Outdoor activities

My group

Kate & Anne

Anne, Kate & Micheal

Now the other are all me. :) This is how the lobby area of KRP look like.

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Marina Bay Miri Sarawak!

2008-07-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Marina Bay Miri Sarawak. Hits the beach again... huh.. i like this place. There is a Sea Food Restoran near by and the view is fantastic! Too bad i am not a good photographer! I am still in process of improving my self.. haha..

I should have zoom this pictures. This is the aquarium where they place all fresh sea food to cook and served to the customers. Nice huh!

Lots lots of stuff ! Thanks to Mr. & Mrs. Nabil.

2008-07-05T23:13:00.001+08:00

Dubai mari punya barang... hehehe.. They arrived home around 9pm. Its a long journey for them. A few things they brought home all the way from Dubai. :)

The XS and The Red Box (according to Nabil it was a pure perfume oil from Egypt) perfumes.

Yay for Auntie & Uncle

5 set - of Quarts (Everswiss)

Yay for me and Easther

Yay for boy.. his one has the special box!

Yay to me again!

Its come along with the earring!

Yay for me and boy! ;)

There are more.. hasn't took picture of them yet. (will be uploaded later)

Thanks a lot for this.

He was so sick. Poor Doggie!

2008-07-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

Picture took 3 days before Wennei & Nabil arrived Miri. I came back from work.. saw ramses was at the gate as usual. He just took his bath and he is not excited at all as usual. His eyes are all red.

Walk to my room and he was there to following me. When i turn on the fan, he lay down on the floor and this is what he did when i took a picture of him.

Doesn't care at all when i call his name.

Still in the same position as just now.

Cam on the floor.

No movement at all!

I am getting worried of him.

Second day.. he is still the same.. and bad news is he doesn't eat at all. Third day... same thing happen :(. All the time in the house sleeping and don't really like to play.

Wake up Man!! Your mum and dad will be here soon.... :)

We forget or we don't know

2008-07-04T15:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we forget of the beauty of life we are leaving in this world. Being too desperate to live life to the fullest we forget what we have now and we dont say thank you God! I was thinking to myself, what do people think about me. This blog's becomes one of my public diary's where everyone can see and everyone know what's on my mind that i never speak out but say it out loud here to everybody.

I just feels like i don't have enough and i want life to be better than what i have now. I guess i forget how wonderful life is being around a good friends, good colleaque, good people around me, good family and most off all The Lord.

I just hope this page of junk will be my next generation to view ~~~> to laugh, cry and remember of someone simple like me. Life is Great! Appreaciate every moment of it.

Nite out with our old friends.

2008-07-04T14:52:00.000+08:00

Jerome's was here in Miri 2 months back. :) We went out for Caraoke after having a small BBQ at home. We enjoy the night pretty much and they are drunk! But i am not coz i dont drink.

Eeeyoo..

Kate, Phia, Safey n Jerome

Kate & Olie..

Went off home around 3am if i am not mistaken... :)

Something New I Have

2008-06-28T14:43:00.000+08:00

Mum and dad was here and i bring them for shopping. That was a few weeks back... haha.. I got something for myself too.

Black and Pink Flip Flop.

Brown Ribbon Short

Sorry Dude!

2008-06-25T12:57:00.000+08:00

I don't know how many post have been in here about him! Taken a few picture of him at home... This picture is enough to explain how close is this Doggie Boggie with all Human living in this house. Haha.. We call him Ramses!

*my apology to all my Muslim friends for posting this picture*

What is in his mind??

Huh! *Guessing*

Haha.. i like this one.

Same pose but different eyes.

Surrender

Aaaaww this is ugly. :p

Living room, we watch TV's and he is there too.

eeerrrr....

He wake me up in the morning! huh...

ooohh come on!

Ramses magic word is *Come* *Walk* *Up* *Out* *Stop*

Thats all i remember... He will run to you if you say Come. Run to the gate if you say Walk. Climb on you if you say Up. Run out to the door if you say Out and Stop being nasty if you shout Stop.

Lucky him because everybody love him.

Stupid Rumors!

2008-06-25T11:38:00.000+08:00

We just finish having dinner when Sist. in law call us at home telling that it has been declared that Miri Petrol Station will be closed as well for one week starting tomorrow. Most all of the Petrol Station in town has a long que where a bunch of Mirian people being fool by that stupid rumors and it spread so fast like Virus. This is insane. WTF?? I am damn broke... now how am i going to buy petrol for the car??

We were talking about it on our dinner where we heard rumors that the whole country are going to faced this fucking problems! Where the hell was this rumors started?? I am hell out of clue.

(((((((( Sigh))))))))

This is crazy! Two of our friend which happen to be here with us for dinner rush to the nearest Petrol Station too. Ha ha! Funny huh!

We was having a simple BBQ earlier and i am sitting at the back yard surfing... visited bongkerzs and cibol blog :) with his interesting title *Bongkerzs = Malaysians Are A Bunch Of Idiots* and *Cibol = Are You Out Of Your Fucking Mind*. Very nice and neat input.. i am not that good in writing admit that for sure... enjoy reading the post! They have the points!

*is sitting in front of the telivision....

News on TV3 now saying that the news on the Petrol Station to be closed was just a stupid rumors.. Fuck Off (sorry my words) foolish Malaysian (Mirian) citizen.. this pissed me off! Really!!

I better get my ass back to the back yard.. yummy.. i still need those crispy and yummy BBQ errrmmmm.....

Simple Dinner on Sunday Evening

2008-06-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

It's almost 7.00pm, I was reading some updates on my friends blog. The latest update was done by Bongkerzs! :p That attract my attention... i just cant hold it and get my ass to the kitchen to prepare something for dinner. So let see what i have here.

Flour which i add in with Bread Crum, Black Paper & Salt

I don't have the Kentucky Fried Chicken flour at home so i have to find some idea to make sure its taste as good as the home make KFC i always wanted.

7-8 pieces of chicken wings, marinated with salt, black paper and egg.

1 pack of Bee-Hoon & a pack of Fish Cake

2 egg, Big Red Chilies, Union & Garlic, Fish Cake, Vegetable

This one is for the Fried Bee-Hoon

Fried Chicken

Fried Egg & Fried Chicken

Fried Bee-Hoon

Okay.. here we go...

Fried Bee-Hoon

Crispy Fried Chicken home made.

Thanks to Mr. Bongkerzs for giving that idea of what to cook tonight... :) It's easy and simple. I like it very much. Uuurrmm.... yummy..........

Attitude -------> Make Improvement!

2008-06-22T19:37:00.001+08:00

Attitude in the Workplace: Knowing Yourself As A Way to Improve Your Work Quality

Attitude in the workplace is sometimes one of the most difficult to discuss. Whenever some executives approach me to discuss how they can improve their attitude at work , I usually tell them to start with themselves. I am a big advocate of first looking within yourself before you start looking externally.

How can one speak about improving their attitude without first looking hard at themselves? It is always easier to blame external factors when sometimes the fault lies with us. If you want to improve your attitude in the workplace start by knowing yourself and asking yourself these questions.

1. What Am I Really Good At?
Here is the first check of your attitude. Do you really know what you are good at? Why is this important? Based on my experience, I see many young executives demonstrating their frustrations just because they do not know the answer to this basic question. It affects their work attitude. They start to lose their temper and start to blame their bosses and company for not giving them the right opportunities.

There are two things that you need to check when it comes to knowing what you are good at. Firstly, check for your core competency. These are skills and technical knowledge that is required for you to complete your job well. Sometimes, you are already academically qualified to do this work. Other times, you get on job training. Secondly, check for the softer values that are needed. The common term used is your EQ ‘skills’. While technical skills and knowledge are important, equally important (or sometimes even more important) – are the softer skills. These are in general called social skills. Left unchecked, the lack of this self-knowledge will affect your work attitude.

2. Do I Really Belong Here?
When you have honestly asked yourself the question above, then you have taken your first step in improving your attitude in the workplace. Now you know you have the technical skills and knowledge. You also know you have the softer skills to tackle your work. Yet you feel your attitude in the workplace is far from your desired level. Then ask yourself this question – do you really belong here? Sometimes, we may have all the skills and knowledge and social skills required to do our work well but we feel inadequate. Then it is time to ask if your values and principles matches with the work that you do? To find joy in your work and one that gives you a feeling that you have a good attitude in the workplace, you need your values and principles to match with those that your work provides.

When you find that your values and principles do not match with those that your work provides then you need to think hard about your choices. Left unchecked, it will just contribute to negative attitudes at work. You start to feel frustrated.

Sometimes, our life values and principles change with our life stages. For example, I used to clock long hours at work when I was a bachelor, sometimes 18 hours on end. I was happy giving my all. After all I lived alone in the city. But when my first child came along, my values changed. I no longer wanted to clock those hours . So, ask yourself if you really belong here?

This can help improve your attitude in the workplace.

3. What Can I Do Better Of?
If you have answered positively to the first two questions, then I just say you have taken huge steps ensuring that your attitude in the workplace will become better. The last step is to pinpoint what you can do better of? Always strive to improve yourself. There must be skills, character and parts of our personality that you can adjust and improve. When you start to improve yourself, you start to create a better attitude in the workplace. You become more patient with your colleagues and bosses. You start to smile more. Ask yourself honestly, what can you do better of today?

If you feel some of your colleagues seems frustrated with their work or seem less pleasant to work with lately, maybe they need to ask themselves these hard questions. That way, they too can start to be on the road to better attitude in the workplace.

What Hurts The Most *EMO

2008-06-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

I was being too obsess listening to this song these days. I download a few different version of it and here is the video. Its really blew my mind away...

WHAT HURTS THE MOST by RASCAL FLATTS

Love this song so much! I feels like i am empty inside and its just give me too much touch... fuh.. i know i sound so EMO. Whatever....

"What Hurts The Most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, That don't bother me, I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out, I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while, Even though going on with you gone still upsets me, There are days every now and again i pretend I'm ok, But that's not what gets me.

What hurts the most, Was being so close, And having so much to say, And watching you walk away, And never knowing, What could have been, And not seeing that loving you, Is what i was tryin' to do.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, But I'm doin' It, It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone, Still Harder, Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret, But I know if I could do it over, I would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart, That i left unspoken

What hurts the most, Is being so close, And having so much to say, And watching you walk away, And never knowing, What could have been, And not seeing that loving you, Is what I was trying to do....

What hurts the most, Is being so close, And having so much to say, And watching you walk away, And never knowing, What could have been, And not seeing that loving you, Is what i was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you, That's what I was trying to do

** END **

Another Problems

2008-06-17T11:44:00.000+08:00

Oooohh... i was downloading something from google last nite. Sad again.. its has virus and screw up all page i open last nite. I tried to log-in to my blog and gmail... *password incorrect*. Ohh Great! :(

But am okay now.. hehe.. solve the problems.. change my password and now i am here writting again.

Fuhh..

OMG!

2008-06-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

It was sad when i try to change my blog template and its end up like this. A few things doesn't work as how it suppose to be.

Uwaaaaaaa... i dont like this.

Conversation With God!

2008-06-13T08:58:00.001+08:00

I said, "God, I hurt".

And God said, "I know".

I said, " God I cry a lot".

And God said, " That is why I gave you tears".

I Said, "God I am so depressed".

And God said, "That is why I gave you sunshine".

I said, "God life is so hard".

And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones".

I said, "God my loved one died".

And God said, "so did mine".

I said, "God it is such a loss".

And God said, "I saw mine nailed to a cross".

I said, "God your loved one lives".

And God said, "So does yours".

I said, "God where are they now"?

And God said, "Mine is on my right and yours is in the light".

I said, "God it hurts".

And God said, "I know".

What a day....... ^ ^

2008-06-10T10:20:00.000+08:00

What a day.... *sigh*

Its 12.01am now and I don’t feel like going to bed yet! Listening to a few songs sang by David Archuleta’s downloaded from Youtube a few days back really blew me away. Its feel really good listening to the sweet and beautiful voice of him. Suddenly I feel sad *well I don’t know why?* and empty *what did I miss in life?*. I don’t know the answer as well.

I don’t know where and how to start this but I just feels some kind of empty and lonely at heart. I was pretty busy at work last Friday. Boss went off earlier for some important matters outside office. She reminds me to send some document to her email before I left work and I reply to her *ok I will*.

I went off home around 5.30pm. WTF! I forgot to send the file to boss email….. Damn it! I was too careless I guess. Went of to bed that night, still trying to figure out how am I going to tell her and what am I suppose to do?

My friends and my younger brother is moving from the house to another house today! Those make me sad as well, I guess, oh.. I don’t know really! Life goes on brother; this how life is and I just hope he will be strong to face the future alone. This is the time for you to understand how to be responsible for yourself. I feel so lonely lonely lonely lonely and lonely. Sometimes its make me think that there is time and day where we have to sacrifice things in life for others. That is how life suppose to be.

Listen to the heart speak and that is it! That is what i always do.

Ramses!

2008-06-09T16:32:00.000+08:00

It was 2 year back where we found this little puppy from a coffee shop in Lutong. It's Saturday morning and we are going out to have some breakfast. Wennei and Nabil was really desperate to get one puppy to take care of the house. While having breakfast we saw a group of puppies having milk. (Just born) Wenn, talk to the owner if she can sale one for her, but the kids refuse to do so because he love puppy very much and he decided to keep all of them.

1 week after, its surprise us when the kids himself with his sister come to the house and bring one little puppy which is exactly the one that Wenn interested with. :) *Happy*

They haven't give any name to him yet! That time happen to be the Jazz Festival (2006) and they named him Jazzy.

*Am sleepy*
He was so adorable and cute!

One week after we take care of him, Nabil decided to change the name to Ramses! Yes, that's the final decision... Why Ramses? If you know something about egypt.. you will know the answer. Hehehe...

I just love this picture... i can't stop smiling looking at them and wondering what's in his (Ramses) mind.

*Ooohh where am i? Where is my mum??*

*Enough of that people.. don't you have anything else to do?*

Gawai Celebration is coming and we are having BBQ at home with a few friends of Nabil and Wennei invited. Ramses was there too, having fun with a lot of people! Its end up like these??

*I am drunk!*

*Holy Shit!*

*OMG! WTF!*

That was a few cute picture of ramses. Time pass by, Nabil and Wennei move to Dubai and we have to take care of this little puppy.... *picture on his middle age will be uploaded later* :p

Time pass by, and Ramses age now is 2 years plus! He looks very old.... Look at that.

*This is mine! Back Off!*

*Oh dear*

*Dont make fun of me people!*

*What's is that??*

*Hehehehe*

*Grrrrrr zzzzzzzzzzzzz pssssssssssst*

Sometime he do snore and crying while he is sleeping. Yes, thats ramses....

*Huh! give me food ppl*

*ooowwwhhhhhhhh*

Well that's Ramses now... there is more picture of him and i will update this later...

Gawai Holiday

2008-06-04T16:24:00.000+08:00

I am back to work guys... and i am still on holiday mood.. :p I have a few activities on during my holiday... but i left my camera at home. Will try to update those pics later.

*Picture updated* :p

Food!

Let's attact!

Capture from the car park!

*Selamat Hari Gawai*
Gayu Guru Gerai Nyamai!

Yummy!

This picture was taken during our bbq time with some friends! We are home by 12am.
Back to work now...

It's damn bored here... omg... but i like my job..

:)

Cheers

I Love Him! Hehehehe.....

2008-05-31T17:40:00.000+08:00

David Archuleta!

17 years old talented young man! He was totally amazing on his performance during his involvement in American Idol! I told you i was damn bored today. Thanks God the connection this afternoon is quite okayyyy.... la... so i spend my time watching video's in youtube. Buzz in a few video's of this cute, handsome, adorable, talented young man. Fuh!

Watch this interesting video's on David Archuleta.

David Archuleta – I Surrender

(Junior Singer Champions)

Other's Video

He is absolutely amazing. Being involved in singing competition since he is a little kids.... he is just so talented!

Akademi Fantasia Winner!

2008-05-31T16:41:00.000+08:00

Akademi Fantasia Final Concert was on last 2 weeks (if i'm not mistaken). Who is the winner?

Full Name : Stracie Angie Anam

Race : Kadazan
Status : Single
Age : 18 years old
Hometown : Kota Kinabalu, Sabah
Date of Birth : 18 Ogos 1990
Height : 155cm
Weight : 51kg
Hobi : Menyanyi, menari

Below is a few video's on her performance.

Stacy- Don't Speak

She can sing this song pretty well. I just love her voice.

Stacy - Atas Nama Cinta

I like when she sang this song. She has a very powerful vocal in deed!

Stacy-Cinta Khayalan

She always do well!

ADA CINTA = STACY DAN NUBHAN

Stacy and Nubhan on duet!

Stacy-Aku Stacy

This was the moment after result being announce by AC Mizal. Wah!! :p Good for her.
Congratulation Stacy!

Boring Saturday!

2008-05-31T16:25:00.000+08:00

I am home in front of the laptop... listen to music... download a few song from Youtube and its damn bored here today.

How many of you want to know about Sarawak? I make a quick visit to a few blog in my blogroll and there's one interesting topic written by Adrienne on her post. View this link for more information and i was smiling when i read all those question and answer with a few funny picture's.

*Find the link from my blogroll - Adrienne*

Well guys, you wanna know about Sarawak, that post explain it clearly and good enough to answer questions on your mind. No offended.. that is just for laugh!

Song * No Doubt - Don't Speak*

2008-05-30T18:46:00.000+08:00

This was one of my favorite song a long time ago. I still listen to this till now... enjoy guys!

Wassup today??

2008-05-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

I was at work as usual today. Morning... being busy with some urgent thingoes given by my strict yet supportive boss.. hehe... *cross my finger, she won't read my blog* :p. She is a very motivated person. Working with her for almost 3 months now.. i never face any problem at work and deep in my heart i hope that i don't create problem to her as well. *Thank you boss.. u are the best!

Dealing most to other companies for career purpose and dealing daily with the students regards to the univ activities and counselling sometimes does make my day fully occupied. But the important thing is the satisfaction i get when i get the task done! How i wish i can provide the best of my ability at work.. but i am just a human being. Mistake is everywhere.... and what important is me myself to make the choice.. either TO BE OR NOT TO BE good at work! Oh.. that sound terrible. I know.... :) . Why the hell should i say that? Isn't that my responsibility to be GOOD all the time at work? :p

Today is Thursday! Time's move very fast.. its almost the middle of the year 2008. What did i do in live, what new in my life and what changes have i made for my future life and future work? A few question appear in mind and it make me blurr... I have wasted a lot of times for nothing and what did i have now? I am just me... just me.. as what i always be.....

I realize i blog more about my life! There are a thousand blogger outside there and i am one of them who write a crappy thought.... i think so.. but i always appreciate those who view my page! I am bad in writing! I admit that for sure... Big thanks again to my visitor! You made my day every time you buzz in this crappy blog... hihi... *omg.. what am i saying........ * crapppppp again.. lol!

I just heard from my friend that there will be a workshop on blogging being organized in campus! Wow.. they have such thing in campus?? The best thing about it is they are going to explain more on Wordpress blog! I am kind of interested and they did provide times to share with staff on their second day in campus.

ohh i must go...

Boss may i go? hehe....

:)

TODAY'S INSPIRATION!

2008-05-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

Dear Ladies;

No One Can Avoid Ageing, But Ageing Productivity is Something Else!

How much money do we spend?

Does it totally 100% effective?

Think about it for yourself!

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Tiring Weekend

2008-05-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

Friday, i went back home early. Thanks God it's Friday!

Saturday, i drive up to sist place to send something for her. I rarely visit them and i kinda miss my niece and nephew sometimes. I used to stay with them before when i finish my study and start working. Now i am all on my own. Having a long conversation with sist, i hardly keep tract of time. It's almost 2pm owhhh i need to be home soon. I stop by boulevard and get some food to bring home since i hasn't have my lunch yet. I am starving.

Arrived home... oh dear.. there is a problem with our internet connection. Huhh! So i just spend my time the whole afternoon watching tv's.

Nite, i am still sitting in front of tv's watching Akademi Fantasia Final concert. Stacy is the winner. Me and Easther drive out to Cerry Berries around 11.45pm. Herrmmm.... it's been a while.

Here is some of the nite view being capture by my camera. :)

AL FRESCO NIGHT VIEW

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OUTSIDE CERRY BERRIES

AL FRESCO AREA

WE ARE HERE FOR SOME FOOD

WHILE WAITING FOR OTHERS, WE ORDER SOME FOOD. I AM HAVING TEA AND 1 PLATE OF FRIEND FRIES

THIS IS EASTHER FIRST DAY OUT TO THE CLUB.

THERE ARE HERE NOW

AND WE ARE IN

SHE IS ENJOYING HERSELF.. HEHE

THIS ARE THOSE PEOPLE WITH US - Lawas geng... :p

WE ENJOY THE MUSIC AND WE ENJOY DANCING

We move from CB's to another relaxing place call SERASA. Ooohh am sleepy and we are home only at 3:00am.

Fuh!

I wake up at 10:00am the next day.

GUY

2008-05-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

I recieved an email from my coleague saying some words about guy! And he is sending it to all of his ladies friends. Well maybe his intension is to let the ladies know how's guy like. Some important message which is good for the ladies to know about.

Enjoy reading friends!

Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
Guys get jealous easily.
Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

American Idol Winner

2008-05-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

I went off and head home at 5:00pm sharp today. Urghh i have to be home soon... It's only take 6-10 minutes drive home unless the road are jam... and i don't like that. o please God, i wanna watch American Idol.. hihi

THE FINALE!

I arrived home at 5:25 pm. Great! I still have enough time to check my blog..heks. Time's moving... i just realise that i don't update anything here for so long. Just make a quick visit to a few blog from office just now.. and there is no way for me to have enough to jot down my ink here. OMG American Idol is coming soon...

I arrived home at 5:25 pm. Great! I still have enough time to check my blog..heks. Time's moving... i just realise that i don't update anything here for so long. Just make a quick visit to a few blog from office just now.. and there is no way for me to have enough to jot down my ink here. OMG American Idol is coming soon...

5:35pm

and

5:45pm

6:00pm.... ok.. American Idol is on TV now. I carry my pc's and have a comfortable sit on the couch... O my... all of the contestant are on TV. They have their own performance. I just miss to see Micheal John, Carly Smithson, David Hernandes and a lot more of them on stage. This guys are all fantastic in deed.

COOK'S PERFORMS!

BROOKE WHITE PERFORMS

CARLY SMITHSON AND MICHEAL JOHN PERFORMS

I like this two as well. Very strong vocal.

AMANDA, DAVID HERNANDES, REMIYA, DAVID ARCHULETA

Other contestant performs too together with both David.

CARRIE UNDERWOOD!

SAYESHA

View this http://www.american-idol.tk/ for more information. :)

Today will be the most memorial day for both Cook's and Archuleta's. Who is going to win the competition! I have saw the result on the internet but i still feel excited to watch their reaction when the result are being announce.

So who is going to be the Next American Idol?

And.... Ryan has announced that DAVID COOK is the Next American Idol! Tear of joy running down his cheek. Congratulation man, u deserved it! Aaahhh as if they will read this.. hihi.

COOK'S WIN!

Oooo boy *sad* :(. I like David Cook but I love David Archuleta. So how am i going to explain that... hehe. Owh, it's ok Archuleta... i believed u have a lot more opportunity out there. You are owesome man.... All the best to you!

Social Connection on the Internet

2008-05-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

What do everyone think about the social connection that available through the Internet? A simple question for everyone to answer.

Back to campus life a few years back... (o gosh... i sound so old..... lol)

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I was studying in one local Univ. somewhere in Kuching and complete my course in 2004. Unlike our Univ. students nowadays, being connected to the internet everywhere around campus, laboratory, cafeteria, hostel and bla bla bla... we are NOT connected to the Cyber space. Poor us... :p We only can go to the Internet when we are in the laboratory or the university library. I just spend most of my time in my rooms if i don't have any class or sitting at and having a chit chat with a few friends at the cafeteria.

I still remember one day, we went off to town for shopping. We drop by to the Cyber Cafe. Chatting all day long and we event dare to exchange contact number with our chatters... MIRC is very popular among all teenagers and we are going crazy with that almost every week. The bad news about it is that... they are 3 of us including me happen to meet our chatter..

OMG!

Come on.. i am just 17 or 18 years old that time. Too childish... hehe....

and the 3 of us are disappointed... heks...

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Back to work when i was in my previous department. One of my friends found out about SKYPE being available from office. We are not allow to used any chatting tools from work but news spread very fast and almost everyone got SKYPE install in their own pc's at work.
It's become a big issues when problems appear among staff on my office. Well, i am not going to elaborate this more.. but in my opinion, it's NOT GOOD when a married couple with 3 kids get divorce. :)

It's good to be connected with a lot of friends but it not good when we get to obsess to it.

My humble opinion on that.

Curtin University Sarawak Graduation Ceremony 2008

2008-05-13T10:48:00.000+08:00

This photo's was taken on the 9th of May 2008. Curtin Sarawak 7th Graduation Ceremony are back again to appreciate their Graduate and to let them feel their moment of Glory! :)

I was their too.. but not to graduate... hehe.. only for duty. We have been busy for 2 weeks for this big event and now we are here to serve as good as we can.

I capture 1 pics outside the ballrooms 1 hour before guest arrive.

It's tiring because we have to stand the whole night to arrange the graduate and parents. I was helping my boss to look after the graduate. Running here and there... fuh.. i am damn tired. Using high-hill somemore. :p

The ball room before event starts

Event start around 7.30.

I only manage to take picture of the graduate entering the ball room on the screen. That was capture from the entrance area.

Ready to give award for the graduate

The graduate in line

Smile ppl.. u deserve it!

Me with Velerian CYK. :)

Vel, was one of our student helper when i was in Registrar Office before. Being closed with SSD staff and he and his other friend (Francis - i just saw him before their line-up, after that disapear :p) were just like a brother to me. Very nice & sweet guy (plus inteligent & hardworking & cute ^ ^ .. hehe). Congratulation Vell! All the best for your future and do keep in touch.

Senn, Micheal & Kate

Our long lost friend Micheal..... the 3 of us was in the same Univ and doing the same course before... now we are working in the same company. Micheal just join us a few weeks back. Welcome you on board Micheal!!

Entrance Area

Only God knows how tired we are.. but we enjoy our work pretty much.

Saikat

Congratulation Man!

Thusara

Congratulation!

Victoria (Cuzz)

Congrats Cuzz :p

While waiting for the event end...

Engineering Graduate grouping photo's

Graduate celebrate your moment of glory!

After everything done, we went off for our dinner. Am tired....

After dinner.

Ohh.. my eyes turn to red now.... i want to go home... and

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

8th May - Happy Birthday to ME!

2008-05-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

I was in the office when one of my friend call me and says... *Hey, lets go to Sea Horse tonight, i wanna buy u a cake* Lol.. WTF! :p They were actually trying to do a surprise party for me but they fail... hahaha...

They had to tell me because i seldom want to join them for happy hours lately. Here is the ppl with us..

Kate, Senn, Olie, Larry, Wan, Boy, Gedien, Micheal, Phia, Safey

We we just like a long lost friend get together. Senn, Olie, Micheal, Phia and Safey was my X-Campus Mate a few years back. Taking the same course and they are my old classmate anyway.

yummy..

blurrrpp

Chrispy

gosh..am hungry.

The cake

I seldom celebrate my birthday with friends.... Thank you folks.. Luv u guys so much.

They are my best friend forever

Duh... nak juak suap :p

Nyamm.. nyamm.. haha...

Geeeee.... kiss the strawberry!

Muahh.... God bless my friends

:) cheers

Ooohhhh wat is this ppl?

Awww this is nice..

*smile* I smile wired.. :p

Thanks you! I love this.

April 28 - Day 3 in KK

2008-05-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

Day 3, fells so tired but we are still on with another plan. 2 of our friends is flying back to Miri today. Too bad they can't join us to Kinabalu Park. It's a tiring journey.. but we enjoy it!

We have to drive to Kinabalu Park for 1 and a half hour.. just a day trip to look around as we need to fly back to Miri tomorrow morning.

We stop by at the restorant and i have a cup of Capuccino.

Waited for a friends for half and hour... then we proceed to the Hot Spring Area. Which is a 1 hour drive from Kinabalu Park. I was thinking of a beautiful big pool and i keep in mind that it will be nice to stay in the warm and hot pool. By the time we arrived there.. i can see a lot of people, but it's good that it is not that full since we are here during weekdays.

A friend of us tooked us too the registration room and she book a room with for us... WTF! we were in the room for only 2 hours and that's it. I should have go to the public pool... :p

After shower

Ready to went off

On our way back to the car park

Now its very clear that we spend most of our time in the car... drive here and there.. now we had to go back to Kinabalu Park again.

Drive back and this a a few shoot taken on Mount Kinabalu and a few beautiful place around Kinabalu Park. We are kind of in rush.... it's 3.45pm and we have to drive back to KK town...

The camera man is doing a good job here.. view the photo's..

Mount Kinabalu

We cant see it this morning when we arrived Kinabalu Park... Thanks God i can see it now.. :p

It's all covered by the cloud..

It's very cool around here.... i really like it.

More nice pics around Kinabalu Park

We can't see the mountain now.. this is taken from Kinabalu Pine Resort.

Kinabalu Pine Resort

I just Love the view. It's look amazing.

Waseh! :p

After taken a few photo's, we drive back and drop by to a friend house to return her car...

Emelda's house.

Return back her car and we proceed to the waterfront for food... I don't have the appetite to eat. I feel too tired.

Satay

Butter Pront

We do not manage to eat a lobster.. so i just take a photo with that.. lol

We head home just after our dinner...

Packing

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zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Wake up at 5.00am and get ready to the airport. Fly back to Miri at 6.50am. Arrived Miri by 7.30am.

I am home................

April 27 - Day 2 in KK

2008-05-05T13:18:00.000+08:00

We enjoy our first day in KK. Since we arrived KK LCCT quite late.. we have to cancle our earlier plan to Kinabalu Park. *sob sob*.. i was a lil bit frustrated with our flight delayed for 2 hours. Gosshhh... that really peace me off! I don't received any information on our flight is being re-schedule.

Second day update here :) . We went off to pick up friends from their hotel.. head to Philippines Town to get somethng to bring back home. Get a few bottles of drinking water and have our breakfast.

Then we proceed to Bums Beach.

In the car on our way to Bums Beach.

We just love the view behind us...

This one too.. it's very nice.. Shangri La Hotel is located just beside the beach... There is a lot of tourist (Japan, Korean, Australia and more)

While waiting for the boat to pick us up to Manukan Island. Get ready the sun block folks! :)

Here are the group....

We again

kate in action!

On the boad - our way to Manukan Island... *everyone excited* ^ ^

ooohhh, i just love that view...

Yaaaay, we are here.

click ^ ^

I know we look so sakai.. well, we are here.. that's why u are looking at this picture... haha..

Isn't that nice...........

Here is the registration entrance

Next trip.. will stay here... perhaps!

Now get ready to swim. Love it!

Anyone wanna join me?

Ladies....

syiukkkkk

After swimming.. now attack food guys..

cheezzz

After having food, we go and swim again... Its really fun.. for those who never been here.. you should plan your trip now.. :p

We leave at 2.30pm

Adios Manukan Island.. we will be back next year!

On the boad.. on our way back. I know i look ugly but i enjoy the trip very much

Heroes... :p

By the time we arrived home, we are all tired. Have a qiuck nap and went out again at nite.. will update the photo's later...

********updated*************

This was somewhere at Anjung Selera.. if i'm not mistaken. :p

*Am Tired*

Wanna go home and sleep now.

April 26 - Day 1 in KK

2008-04-30T11:38:00.000+08:00

On our first day vacation in Kota Kinabalu Sabah. April 26, Saturday.

Place Visited : University Malaysia Sabah, Tanjung Aru Beach, Shopping Complex and we visit an old friend house too.

The group. Except the one in red. She was our ex-coleague.

Damn tired.. we just arrived... after lunch we head to the shopping complex immediately to meet some friends

Well, ladies talk... *shopping shopping shopping*

Pam Square area

Starbucks Coffee Shop

On Our way to UMS

Candid Click

UMS is located just near by the beach

Tanjung Aru night view

kate

Heading to the nearest restaurant for dinner. Yummy.. that taste so good... *Steam Bot*

Everyone full! phewwwww........

More Food!

2008-04-23T17:39:00.000+08:00

I was in the kitchen as usually preparing stuff for our dinner. And my friend was here too. We stay in the kitchen and start our chit chat conversation… we usually take times since there is a lot of topic being discuss. That’s usually happen to all women. Unless u are alone cooking in the kitchen, I am sure everything can be ready a lot faster.

However.. lucky us coz friends invite us out for dinner. What do we have for dinner? Below is the photo!

Butter Crab
This is the first time I try Crab being cooked with butter. Hehehe.. It’s taste nice but a lil bit wired. I like Butter Prawn NOT Butter Crab.

Black Paper Oyster
This one is better than the Butter Crab. I love Oyster forever…. Yummy!

Sweet & Sour Fish
This is good too!

Tom Yam Soup (kurang pedas… hihi)
I always like Tom Yam Soup.

Mix Vage

Ice Lemon Tea

Thanks folks.. coz belanja we all makan. Next time kita org pulak yeks…

Muakkss

American Idol vs Akademi Fantasia

2008-04-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

It’s has been quite a while I haven’t update anything here… I am tired of saying that I am busy. *smile* Others are busy too but it’s not necessary to say it 101 times.

Back on the topic, I was watching 2 popular TV’s show since February / March witch is American Idol & Akademi Fantasia. For those who have ASTRO at home, I am sure most of us are watching this show especially American Idol.

Well, what is the different between these two shows? I don’t know how to compare but I enjoy American Idol the most! American Idol will be on Channel 711, Star World on Wednesday night and result will be announced on Thursday night. There is no daily Diary on the contestant as what Akademi Fantasia did. Below is the picture of American Idol Top 24!

AMERICAN IDOL TOP 24

My favourite contestant is DAVID ARCHULETA! He is young, talented, has powerful vocal and he is just sweet. I am in Love with that young man. Fuh!! Haha.. Other than that, I like CARLY SMITHSON too. And this week, I am waiting for the Top 6 to perform on TV. God, please I want JASON CASTROL to be voted out! Haha.. Now I know that’s too much. I just don’t like his hair style. Aaawww America say’s that was STYLE! I just don’t LIKE it! Ermmm… I am just wondering what’s so special about him, but obviously he is always in the top list. Phhheewwww!

DAVID ARCHULETA

AMERICAN IDOL TOP 12

CARLY SMITHSON

Now let say something about Akademi Fantasia! Photo's updated!

Menuju Puncak on 1st Concert

RIZ

STACY

NADIA

RESULT ANNOUCE BY AC MIZAL

LUFYA & NAIM was voted out on the 3rd week of concert, 4th week FAISAL, 5th week SAIDA and now waiting for their next concert this coming Saturday. I can’t recall who is voted out on the 1st and 2nd week. Who is my favourite? I choose STACY among the ladies and RIZ among the guys! These two contestants are very consistent every week. I like Nadia too but, I think she is not that good compare to STACY. Well that is just my humble opinion.

*sign*

New Office

2008-04-10T12:08:00.000+08:00

We was doing very busy for the last 2 weeks. I only manage to update this today.. and hopefully will do the update again once everything arrange nicely.

Picture One

Just look at that, my pc and cpu lying everywhere on my table. Everything was so messy.

Picture 2

This room belong to the Manager of University Life. A lot of boxes and of course we have to unpack all that as soon as possible.

Picture 3

The Counsellor Room. It's a lil bit dark.

Picture 4

At last i manage to clear everything around my table. But, my pc's was not there yet.

Picture 5

Everyone are still busy moving stuff. This is how the office look like.

Moving...

2008-04-01T11:26:00.001+08:00

We are busy moving office today. I need to do the packing and sattle everything ASAP. Fuh! I will blog the picture of my new office latter.

:)

Manage your moods.

2008-03-31T09:34:00.000+08:00

What do you do when you’re feeling a bit down? Raid the fridge, call a friend, get drunk, or have a good cry? According to new research these common methods are all pretty useless. So what can you do?

Most of us regard our mood as being rather like the weather: Something that colours the whole day, that comes from somewhere else, and over which we have little control. Not that there isn’t a range of folk remedies for dealing with a bad one: “Just snap out of it. Have a good cry, Talk to a friend - a problem shared is a problem halved, Pamper Yourself.”

And then there’s what most of us actually do: Reach for the bottle or the coffee pot, swallow platefuls of cakes and ice cream, light up for a fag, or sit in a darkened room and wait.

There are a few surprises. For instance, men – contrary to popular opinion – are actually better at dealing with their moods than women. Not only that, but time – honoured female techniques of pouring it all out to a friend or having a good cry are often a waste of time.

ABOUT TO BLOW YOUR TOP?

What did I do with my emotions? :) It’s weird to share this with everyone, perhaps its help us to think and remind us how to manage our moods.

When I lose my temper I go to the gym to get all that anger out in a positive way or I will go for jogging to let everything out perhaps with every little step I took when I go for run. J I always remind myself that there’s no use getting so angry and risking hypertension, which will only harm me. Or…

If I get irritated, I just switch off from what’s annoying me and divert my attention to something else. Even if I can’t be elsewhere, I think elsewhere. Let it be… I guess! Even though I know that would never solve anything, but that is the best way for me. Or…..

I delve into all the calming methods I know – deep breaths, count to 10. Or, if it’s in the middle of a conversation, I just stop and tell the person I’m speaking to that I need a minute, and will be back shortly. I walk away a lot! My friends are always a big help, as they allow me to vent so I don’t fly off the handle with the wrong people. So walk off, vent and then go back.

Or sometime, usually if I’m about to blow up during a conversation, I look away, take a deep breath, then try my best to go back to the conversation as calmly as possible.

Office Politics is Commom Sence

2008-03-28T08:54:00.000+08:00

You Can Turn The Political Games They Play At Work To Your Advantage. The Office Politician is a Skilled Manager Who Knows How To Communicate With Everyone.

No mather which industry you're in or what company you work for, office politics is always there. You see it everywhere you go, even when you're moving up the coreer ladder. And it's still there lurking around every corner and sitting in every meeting.
So why does it still exist? Despite all the efforts, companies have invested in teaching their employees communication and interpersonal skills? :)

It's simple - office politics is really about how you deal with different people. It isn't some evil virus that eats away at your ability to succeed and has to be purged from teh corporate halls. On the contrary, it highlights your own skill in how your communicate and work with individuals of different personality types.

Play The Game - But don't confuse office politis with gossip, spread by pantry junkies or nicotine- dependent colleagues who need their houly fix of "What's going on and who's sleeping with whom". Rumour-mongers usually share anecdotal information that could get you into trouble if you're not careful.

Sure not everyone who has a snack or goes for a quick smoke break is gossiping, but if you overhear people talking about their colleqgues in a potentially damaging manner, it's best to keep your distance. Office politics, on the other hand, is knowing your audience and dealing with them in a way that's easiest or most comfortable for them.

One way to learn how to 'play the game' is by identifying how the colleagues you interact with the most like to communicate. "Some people won't take kindly to someone simply showing up unannounced at their office to discuss matter; they may prefer an e-mail to give them time to digest something first. Others will be horrified that you don't approach them personally when you sit just two offices away."

It's important to know the people you are working with, but don't change so much for everyone else that you forget who you are. It's important to be "people savvy", but if you're spending more that 10 or 15 minutes thinking aobut the best way to approach someone, it means you're gone too far and office politics simply becomes counterproductive.

How to be politically savvy.......

Understand what office politics is - It isn't gossip or subtle manipulation to get what ou want. It's getting to know those around you, an dhow to interact with them best.

Avoid the rumour mill - It's only wise to keep away from the idle chit-chat at the water-cooler - gossip is usually never harmless, and passing it on can lead to serious consequences.

Communication is about the other person - Remember that if you want someone to understand you, you must speak in his or her language.

Network to your advantage - While you don't have to go to all your company outings, you should try to attend the ones that will help you get to know people you work closely with. Your goal isn't to establish false friendships, but to try and uncover how best to work with them.

Never compromise who you are - If you're working at a compnay where other people's communication styles go against your core values, update your 'resumes' and move on. :)

Virus!

2008-03-26T10:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, i do my monthly routine. Make payment for bills and what so ever... I plug-in my handy drive to my CPU. Was about to save the softcopy of my payment receipt on it as i like to keep tract on any history payment i made every month.

I notice something strange when i open the folder... Once click to any folders, it's will appear few times on my destop. I quickly unplug it and try another handy just to check what's the difference. I spoted one folders writen my names and at the end of it is 'exe' and some are 'sds'. I remember i never save any files with that name in my handy.

Lucky me, one of our IT staff pass by my workstation and i quickly ask her to check what's going on.

Omygosshhh... my handy own Virus! The worst things about it is, both of my handy including the one i try just now was effected too.

This two are badly damage. I have to format it back and ofcourse all documents and whatever i save are gone. sopp sopp.... i feel like i wanna cry.

Lots of imprtant document in here. My resume, yearly appraisal, bill payment history, office work backup, blaa...bla..bla... uwwaaaaaa..... I can't never get that back.

This one save. :)

So sad, this one doesn't have any important docs. That's just games n my pics in this. Anyway i'm still happy that i do not try this one too yesterday. Fuh!

Kate's at Work

2008-03-25T10:06:00.000+08:00

I am at work as usuall today. There's so many list of thing's i need to complete. Moving to another section a month ago now we are going to move to the new building. Duuhhhh! that's so.... i don't like it.

I've been here in SSD for more than 2 years. Now i have to make a new move. Being so closed to everyone around me make me feel bad when i think off all this movement. Well, what can i say.. i have too. I like what i am doing now coz i can see how's my future going to be. Yah! hopefully what's i heard is right. :) cool.

I will blog on Office Politic's on my next post! Yah i will.....

Woman View's

2008-03-24T09:00:00.000+08:00

IS YOUR MAN HOLDING YOU HOSTAGE
Here is how to stop being the victim in an emotionally abuse relationship.

With Stockholm Syndrome Men, there is always the threat of violence. Some go as far as hitting their partners, others throw things or get into fights with other men. The goal is to keep the woman on guard and therefore easily controlled. Ultimately, all Stockholm Syndrome Men become emotionally abusive.

So what drives these man? Although a few consciously set out to capture women, most genuinely think they are great guys. Through their eyes, they are very romantic and passionate with a strong sense of entitlement. The problem is that these men have an almost pathological inability to understand anybody else’s viewpoint or the impact of their behaviour. This makes them permanently right and everybody else permanently in the wrong.

What should you do if you are in a Stockholm Syndrome Relationship? You probably have tried to leave but found it hard. Often the women agree to one more try but after a short honeymoon, the men return to their old ways, only worse. They cross-examine their partner for longer, make more of a fuss if she goes out without him and some even cut off the money supply. They will do anything in their power to prevent second escape.

So how do you break free?

Step one:
Become boring. Prepare to leave physically by leaving first emotionally. Talk less, share fewer feelings; stop arguing, defending and explaining. Stockholm Syndrome men get a buzz from the highs and lows of a roller-coaster relationship; instead think flat. Use neutral term like “confused”, “depressed” or “under stress”. Start contacting friends and family quietly, and if you are worried about violence, take legal advice.

Step two:
The break. Respond to notes, flowers and SMS’s politely but unemotionally. You need time away to get a true perspective, so don’t agree to meeting to talk it through. His goal is to make you fell guilty.

Step three:
The follow-up. Don’t be tempted to softer the blow with words like “maybe” or “someday” or “in the future”. He will hear this as weakening and encourage him to increase the pressure. Instead, stay focused on your simple message: It’s over. If he phones, keep it short and sweet. Give no details of your new life, just pretend you have somewhere neutral to give up and you will be free. The bad news is that he will probably take another woman hostage and the whole story start all over again.

How to spot a Stockholm Syndrome Man

Give him the waitress test. Does he complain, torment and generally treat service staff like dirt.

What about his ex? Does he tell stories about a mad, angry, stupid or ungrateful woman?

Does he give reassurances that you didn’t ask for? For example, that he never actually hit a woman.

Is he proud of bad behaviour? For example, claiming to be “butt kicker” at work or doing “crazy” things like hanging outside girl’s apartment all night.

What about his friends? Stockholm Syndrome Men have only acquaintances of handful of friends who are just like him.

Prison Break
How to help you friend or family member trapped in an abusive relationship:

The goal is contact, not pressure. Running your friend’s boyfriend down offers them ammunition that you are trying to ruin a wonderful relationship

Hold on loosely. Regular calls to your girlfriend are less threatening to Stockholm Syndrome Men. Phone at the same time each week. Monthly shopping visit together are a good idea too.

Give information rather that ask questions. For example, the news that her brother just passed hiss driving test, reminds her that there is a whole family waiting in the wings.

Listen and be sympathetic but wait for her to ask for help.

Talk About Career.

2008-03-20T09:31:00.000+08:00

Key's to Career Success

It’s not unusual to hear people lementing that their careers are at a dead end. But ask them what they have done to remove the success roadblocks,a nd they look at you in seeming incomprehension.

Work success doesn’t come by accident, or as a reward for tenure, or as a by-prduct of seniority. If you want success, you have to plan for it, change for it, push for it, work at it. Here, a guide to reviving your stalled career:

SHARPEN YOUR PEOPLE SKILLS
You may be smartest fellow in the room but if you can’t empathize or build rapport with your coleaques, you’re destined to spent more time realizing your golas. Teamwork get jobs done faster that doing it yourself.

PROJECT A PROFESSIONAL IMAGE
Focus on a businesslike air to emphasize your reliability and focus on getting positive results and achievements. This doesn’t mean abandoning your uniqueness or individuality.

GO WITH THE WINNERS
You can’t help but be inspired when working in the company of hardworking and success-oriented individuals. Conversely, your self-confidence and self-motivation will take a beating if you stick with losers – individuals that whine and gripe a lot.

DON’T WAIT TO BE NOTICED
It’s not enough to do a great job; people have to know you’re doing a great job. Be your own personal talent manager and tirelessly promote (in a tasteful manner) your accomplishments. Nobody can do that job better than you.

TAKE CONTROL
Snake off that herd mentality that lets others dictate you pace ad your place in the grand scheme of corporate things. You alone know what your deepest dreams are, so get going and work towards your fulfillment.

ACQUIRE LIFE LONG EDUCATION
Keep yourself marketable by being open to new skills, new knowledge, new technologies, new systems. It’s the only way to ensure your skills and your brain cells stay sharp.

LOOK OUTWARD
Some people don’t need competition to ruin their plans. The do it all by themselves by being self-conscious, oversensitive and fearful of making mistakes. Lighten up. No one is watching your every move. There’s no need to hide your shell.

TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS
Have you ever sensed something wrong? Or felt of a better way to do things only to banish that thought and regreting later when it was later proven to be correct? Learn to heed that inner voice. It can show you the right decisions and moves to make.

WATCH WHAT YOU SAY
Your choice of words and how you say them, have a profound influence on other’s opinion on you. Speaking out your self-doubts can be a self-fulfilling prophecy and a barrier to your career advancement.

YOUR WORK IS NOT YOUR LIFE
Being a one-dimensional character who neglectes personal needs, family, friends or hobbies for work is a steep price to pay for career success. Don’t wait for ill-health or tragedy to make you see the importance of a balanced life.

Instruction for you LiFe.

2008-03-19T08:49:00.000+08:00

Give people more than what their want, and do it with all your heart.

Do not believe everything you hear, do not spend all you have and do not sleep for as long as you wish.

Live life for yourself and not to worry what other said.

Whenever you say “I Love You”, mean it, whenever you say “I am sorry”, look the person right in the eyes.

Believe in Love that’s from the heart. Never ignore someone dreams. To you he may be just another person in this world, but to the person who loves you, you are his whole world.

Love deeply and passionately, you may get hurt but this is the only way to live life completely.

To set yourself free and the same as caging the one who really love you.

Whenever someone asks you something u don’t want to answer, smile and ask “why do you want to know?”.

Remember that the deepest love and the greatest achievement are the ones bearing the most risk.

Call you mother. If you can’t, at least you think of her.

Say “Bless You” whenever someone sneezes.

If you happen to lose, do not miss the lesson.

Do not allow a little dispute to put an end to a great friendship.

Whenever you notice you’ve made a mistake, do all what is necessary to fix it immediately.

Smile whenever u picks up a phone, for the caller will be able to notice it.

Do not trust a partner that never close his / her eyes when kissing you.

Remember the 3R’s
Respect yourself
Respect everyone else and be
Responsible for all of your actions.

What they say's about it??

2008-03-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

I post up new topic on our forum at blogmalaysia last Friday. And i received a few respond from that.

My topic is:

Ever received Harsh / Bad comments / words in your Blog?
« on: March 14, 2008, 03:24:54 PM »

Have you ever received any harsh or bad comments or words in your Blog? What did you do and how do you respond to it?

People respond to me:

apple : Haven't really received any bad / harsh comments or words in my blog.If it really happens, the easiest way is just delete it.

butterfly : yess.. i receive bad visitor this blog.. so bad.. but.. whatever..

whitebutterfly : yes..suprisingly, i received a few comments yesterday and it's the conversation is getting hot in my chatbox. weird..

afiqme : yah.. i juz delete them... hahaha

khoking : I got dirty words comments recently...some politics post...people just too senget to one side... I deleted the whole posts including comments.

afiqme : hehehe... u shud keep dat post meh...

alvin : thanks God i m "yet to receive" rude/harse comment on my blog... haha

afiqme : hahahaha

whitebutterfly : the worse thing about it (comments send to me) is that i am very sure that i know that person personaly. he/she did the same thing to my friends blog too... that was sooo... not cool. he/she is embarassing him/herself.

butterfly : huhuhu.. so bad..

hotties : that is not good..

afiqme : stupid....

hotties : true.. afigme? where hav u been?

whitebuttefly : they r too free... . Nothing else too do..

3POINT8 : Harsh comments.....Haven't received one till today.But i would like to receive one and experience how it feels to be flamed.If that happens, I wonder if I can turn the tide around with a few blog post...

hotties : better don't

afiqme : yah rite.. huhhuhuh

butterfly : its will spoil ur mood...

3POINT8 : I know its gonna spoil mood. I mean, certainly anyone who receives bad comment feels bad.I'm just wondering if there are any success stories of anyone who got away with it without deleting those harsh comments.

khoking : Success story? Let the fight continue...and get fame within a short time...

hotties : spoil mood n bad repu to ur blog too.. i quess. ignore it whitebutterfly. like this oso can get fames ha?

whitebutterfly : cool....

butterfly : steady la beb..

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What's In My Mind?

2008-03-17T13:45:00.002+08:00

Monday.. i am still in my weekend mood. Received call from office early morning. I sit on the dining table having my breakfast... my phone ringing, calling me to be at work early. oo..well.. aku kerja makan gaji so... no choice..

Arrived office around 7.55am.

Fuh! What is in my mind today?? I feel so blurr... and i hate last week especially Friday.

Strangers!!

2008-03-14T09:26:00.000+08:00

How many of you often spend your time in front of your computer or notebook? I presume those who are reading my blog have at least a broadband connection which keep you conected to the cyber world.

Do you know what? I've view a few (not 1 but a lot) blog's which i found from BlogMalaysia directory yesterday, and i don't know if i accidentally click on some blog where he/she knows me personally and he/she doesn't like it! I've learned today that it wasn't actually cool to let everyone (anynamous ppl) to easily view and left comments on your blog as recently someone make me so freak up. I am not an arrogant person when it's comes to getting to know others, when people wanted to give comments on my post! Comments from guys / girl are welcome with warm gestures.

Whatever situation it is, i have to be a terminator at times. I am a person who cannot stand it when someone gets over my head, this usually applies to stranger and even to someone i know personally. That's the reason why i delete his/her comments immediately. I don't know what is her/his point of giving that comments to me and i don't know if i ever did something wrong that hurts her/his feelings. (Deep in my heart, i would like to say "I am sorry").

I wanted to just let her/his comments appear on my blog but i don't feel good reading all that bad words.

"Dear strangers, i don't know if i have did something wrong or bad to you but i just want to say that you better mind your own business and do not care too much of me. I don't know who you are and i don't really care about you."

***"Peace"****

What is the different?

2008-03-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

Picture A

Picture B

Can you figure out the different? Taken today during our lunch hour at GP1 Commom Room.

Yes! Our one stop lunch hour gathering, gossiping, sleeping, snoring or whatever it is. ;). We use too have a lot of member before...but belive me or not.. most of them left us one by one. Yea..of course they are leaving for good.

Erm.. am geting bored...

Her World Inspiration

2008-03-12T09:23:00.000+08:00

Don't Let Anyone Rob You Off Your Imigination, Your Creativity, or Your Curiosity. It's Your Place In The World; It's Your Life. Go On And Do All You Can With It, and Make It The Life You Wanted To Live.

Great Ideas and Thoughts To Make That Job a Little Easier...

It is working out for you? Here’s a checklist to gauge your job satisfaction.

• If you’re in doubt, even after giving it your best shot, then it’s not working. Change. Look out for something else.

• Don’t procrastinate. You can make a new choice today. Get cracking and make that overdue decision now.

• Time management is crucial. Make sure you are in control of your time and that it’s not the other way around.

• Jump off the bandwagon and chart your own path. Just because it works for someone else doesn’t mean it will work for you.

• Stay away from negative people and toxic environments. The last thing you need is someone bringing you down. Surround yourself with happy positive people.

Be Yourself!!

2008-03-11T11:11:00.000+08:00

These day i just feel like am so blurr... Sometimes i feel like i want to be something else. Some other living creature in this world but not Human Being! Why do have to be me.. why God create me as what i am now? What's going to happen next?

If i have the chance to choose, i would like to be the "Sky" - I want be the Sky so that i will just watch what and how human live in this world i want them to be thankful for having me to protect the world. My primary school teacher use to say's that the sky are crying if it's pour down rain onto the earth! So i say to my self..what make the sky cry? Maybe it's feel sad looking at what Human done on earth! The world are the human being platform. It's up to them to decide what kind of actress they wanna be...

...or i would say that i want to be the "Tree" - I want to be usefull to the world. I want a happy family sitting under my shadow and being happy for having each other in this world.

...or i can be the "Air" - whispering to human ears and other living creature in this world telling them that it is wonderful day yesterday, today and tomorrow.

... or i want to be free like a "Butterfly". - Flying here and there free free and free....

I keep talking to my self what did i do for living..... and i pray to God, "Dear God.. may i have enough happiness to make me sweet, enough trials to make me strong, enough sorrow to keep me human, and enough hope to make me happy"

I will always put myself to other shoes. If i feel that it hurts me, it probably hurt the other person too. Yah! The happiest of people don't necesarily have the best of everthing; they just make the most of everthing that comes along their way.

What Important...

Is not where you come from but where you are going...
Is not what on you , but what's in you..
Is not what you are driving but what drives you..